baby step

Step like a baby (little steps.)

I have started actually my path twards what I have been wanting for a while. Just the fact that I have gotten positive feedback from people is exciting and motivating to me. I feel alot more free and calm about it, but at the same time positive and enthusiastic.

I have tons of creative ideas going on in my head with regards to projects and personal growth. The fact of the matter is I don't want to conform to the cultural ideal of having a 9 to 5 job, a car, a house, etc. I don't want that for myself, maybe one day I will give in to it, but for now I am looking for something else, something more spiritually feeding. I need to prove that life isnt about that and that if someone wants something bad enough and they work hard at it they can make anything happen. I truly believe it is like this, and I feel this inside me so I am going to follow this feeling and just go with it. If it doesn't work well, at least I can say I tried. As I have realized, life is about the journey, enjoying the NOW as much as possible, and surrounding yourself with people you love, respect and are positive.

Lore